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"I miss the days of 'no worries'. Why do we end up with people we clearly love more than they love us? Why do they give us reason to be sad? What am I doing wrong? I'm tired of feeling less than I should. I'm tired of feeling like I'm anything less of what he wants. I don't want to finally convince myself that I don't trust him even if I think I do. I'm happy the way I am...giving all of me and going out of my way for him. Don't change me.


So I've decided to love him still...regardless of whatever. A look at me before is my angel of happiness giving me every reason to smile and live life to the fullest. I may not be doing the fullest part but I'm smiling and that's enough for me. For as long as this lasts I shall love him unconditionally."


All that's a thought....and I snap back to reality, think again for a moment...FUCK LOVE.